He's younger than me!

Starting university, you are under the perspective that everyone is the same age. Wrong!

I met my other half at a mutual friends house. Honestly, I was not interested in any romance or relationship. I just wanted a summer of fun. A shy young man struggling with getting dates and scoring his shot with women. So I assisted, "Give me your phone, I'll show you how its done". I downloaded Tinder and started matching with females. I spoke to them in a way that would be relatable. He was shocked, he went unto my phone and was astonished by the amount of matches I had. Our friendship blossomed and we started going on walks, speaking about different star signs and astrology. He was a gemini "yikes, never met one of them before and I certainly haven't heard positive things". We joked about Geminis being better than Leo's.

Later on he added me on snapchat and started talking with me. He asked maybe we could go to the beach together. I ignored because you know us women do our research and the results from my research were negative. A few days had passed and I had blocked and deleted him. It was the summer period so I had to leave for the states. Every year I went to see my family. The year of 2018 was a tough year for me, I had a lot of personal struggles so I honestly was not thinking about coming back to the UK.

My university contacted me via email claiming that if I came back to the UK, I would receive a discount on my Masters. I thought about it and deliberated with my friends. September 10th 2018 I arrived back in the UK. I hadn't secured appropriate funding or accommodation. I was literally homeless, sleeping on the sofa's of my friends. One day Mr Gemini showed up at the property I was 'bunkin at'. He was looking for a housemate and I was looking for somewhere to live. He agreed on us living together for the year. I was happy because I would finally have my privacy again.

I guess being house mates was a lot less than what we had bargained for. I was cooking a lot in which we shared and dined together. He was always looking after me. Generally I started to feel a sudden attraction. However, we had the same friendship group so I knew this may cause some trouble. That did not stop us, we ended up being intimate. Things started to get complicated because I found out he was a lot younger than me but he looked a lot more mature.

I started to overthink because this was the first time I've ever been with a younger man. I felt embarrass and I started to exert paranoia. I told him that we can't catch feelings knowing full well that I was liking him more than I should.

Our home is always open especially the back door, so there was an evening in which I felt the need to tease him. So I walked out the shower naked hoping that he would see me. Unfortunately, my male cousin was in the living room. Bare in mind no one knew that we were seeing each other. I was so embarrassed if I could die of shame I would..... The secret was now out and I was nervous about what my cousin would do because he was close friends with mr Gemini.